May 16, 2010
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Sunday Thoughts
Our Element Field Day went well this afternoon. The rain came just as we were finishing the games. Perfect timing. I keep hoping the storms will hang around for a while. Like several days. I’ve been hearing thunder off and on, so there’s hope.
Just three of us in the house today. Trevor’s out again until tomorrow and Matt stayed in PC until tomorrow. Being home alone all day yesterday was odd. The time to myself was nice, but I missed my family. It was so weird going to bed alone. I wasn’t really scared or anything…it just felt strange.
Still dealing with our difficult situation, but I have a sense of resolve about it now and am no longer afraid. Living in constant fear just isn’t the way to live. I don’t intend to live like that any longer. I have way too much purpose and I have too much to do to stay focused on worrying about the actions of those with ill intent. I have to leave it God’s hands and let Him handle it. He’s way better at it than I am.
I’m so tired. Right now I’m trying to decide whether to take a nap or wait it out for another couple of hours and just go to bed early. I wish there wasn’t so much stuff jumbled up in my head. It’s hard to focus in any one direction and feel like I’m getting anywhere.
